Cloud my eyes and tell me what to see 
I'm falling 
Every way I turn the same disease 
But I like it 
Brace myself and hit the wall with ease 
Colliding 
I'm not minding the pain 
I've been down here before 
All my bones and joints are sore 
Find my way out of the wreck again 
I've been down here before 
Lost myself and so much more 
Find my way out of the game again 
Open up my head and take it in 
Just like always  
Think about the bar and take a swing 
Loaded trapeze 
What you need the most from me is yours 
I'll continue to deceive you my friend 
You lost what made you you 
Or maybe I never knew 
I can't stay here anymore 
Give it all or you're on your own 
I will leave you.. 
I will leave you.. 
I will leave you.. 
I will leave you..